Cigarette Blues Mk III HD REMIX Hyper Turbo Edition Plus (Cigarette Blues Part Three)

by Noise Pollution

I had my first cigarette in months today. It felt so fucking good, and I hate it. All of my tension melted away, and I just sat there underneath a cloudy sky, letting my music pour into my ears. I could feel every note drip right through my veins, and I was happy. I was happy. I felt like myself again, if only for a few fleeting moments.

I don’t know what I’m supposed to take from this. I don’t smoke. I’m not a smoker. I quit. That might be my last cigarette, ever. And I loved it. At least my last cigarette can be a good memory now, as opposed to the chain-smoking nightmare it was before.

If I don’t fuck up and have another.

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