By Myself

by Noise Pollution

I
can’t see five feet in front of me
the rain is pouring down,
and it obfuscates my thoughts
Oh, I
don’t believe there’s anything in front of me
I’ll keep walking forever,
the fog goes on and on and on
but I can see
the fields of Asphodel
somewhere behind me
am I heading for hell?
Or am I still there?
I will never
feel better again
it’s hard to believe we were lovers
harder still that we were friends
oh don’t mind me
I’m just wallowing
in misery
by myself
Where I belong
Where I will be
forever and ever and ever
by myself
Where I belong
Where I will be
it will never get any better
by myself
and I
can’t live like this forever
which is why
I hadn’t planned on living forever
so let’s get on with it
let’s get on with it
lay down and die

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