Nowhere in New Jersey

by Noise Pollution

I should cut my hair
I am so ready for a change
But all these little changes
They aren’t changing anything
There is a girl I always dream about
She’s different every night
There is nothing in my future
There is nothing in my life
That will live up to my promises
What I swore I’d become
My world is anesthetic
And my everything is numb.

But I don’t want to
I don’t need to
Do a damn thing
That will lead to
Something better
In my life
I’m not happy,
But that’s alright
You said you would
Follow me
Through literally
But mired in this
You left
For better things.
But still,
You left